31 March 2007

Just another love-sick poet

As reported by the worthy charnel doze, another season of Poetry & Jazz has come to an end. This, though, was my first as a performer. What is more, it was the first real-world (non-blog) public airing of my poetry. Read my poems here, here, and here.

It's an odd performance experience. The poet-performer is thoroughly exposed to the audience in an intimate café setting. No twitch, fumble, flicker of the eye, momentary lapse, or badly chosen word gets missed. This led to a situation where I, as a performer, felt that perhaps I put up more emotional shields than would have been the case on a normal stage. I made little eye contact, as this disturbed my concentration. I gave very little physical embodiment of the poetry, as the space was restricted.

The response was good, but two comments stay with me. One audience member congratulated me with the words "well acted", and a friend told me that a companion had thought me "arrogant".

Ah well. If this was my attempt at presenting myself, rather than a character in a play, there's some food for thought before I try it again.

5 comments:

Anna MR said...

You know I have always felt those P&J performances to be more nerve-wracking than any "real" theatre things, no role, full lights, argh! I am so sorry I didn't make it there to support you. I'm sure you were great, though, Fionna spoke very highly of the show.

Joe L. Murr said...

Arrogant? Gosh ... It's amazing, sometimes, the range of responses you get. Actually that's what I enjoy most about P&J - tossing stuff out there to see what happens.

charnel doze said...

Indeed! And I was once told about my 'very Duchess' delivery of a poem. A valid point, because it was a subconscious shield of sorts, and one I realised I'd maybe been using too much in my early p&js, at least with poems.

So in the next two performances, I worked hard to remove it from that piece; and keep it out of subsequent ones. With success, I think.

And that, Runopupu, is the only way to beat it. The armchair poet-performer never presents himself any better. Unless he reads himself poetry in front of the mirror ;)

Kanikoski said...

Your words much appreciated, guys.

Anna MR said...

Runopupu is *really* good. I have distinct nickname-inventing envy.